Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with intense pain around one eye that persists for several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a